Is it really? I pray it will be... last year kind of sucked.
I just wish I had someone whao cared about what I care about... someone who I could share my life with.... someone I could tell "I shoveled all the slushy snow from the walk and the driveway" and they would care and maybe tell me to make sure I wore my gloves to keep warm.... you know... someone who cares about me.... I hate it that I am not anyones radar....
I spent last night with the crazy hubby and the kids.... he was trying to be nice and act like a normal person, we ate chinese food and watched a movie and kissed at midnight... but by the time afternoon rolled around he was yelling and screaming at me and the kids to hurry up and get out to the car....
Once again, I let my guard down relaxed and expected a normal relationship to appear out of thin air between him and I.... ((heavy sigh)) I really need a boyfriend all my own... someone who I can actually invest some emotion in and not have it come back and bite me in the ass...
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